- Hoorahayy for a new start??
- December 31st, 2009
I don't get men...I'm almost bored with falling in love, because I know it all to well. I got back with him...and nothings changed, at least nothings changed for long. I love him and i care for him. I'm terrified to live without him. But he hurts me and i hurt him. We can get along as people, but our emotions towards eachother are so extreme but so hit & miss. We are useing eachother, but only cause we need eachother. He's made me so insecure in the beginning, now...now I'm not even fazed by it. I do feel better than before. But only alittle confused and unsure now. I don't know what to think this New Years will bring, but I can only hope & pray for a great, accomplished better year than before. I know I'm unfortunatly working New Years Eve & New Years freakin day.